up until i was like 15 i would spend all my time writing lists of things i liked
here is one now because i think it will help:
-crying from overwhelming love
-when you know everyone is a little bit drunk (but not a lot bit) so you can do whatever and you won’t care and neither will they
-things that are really girly and remind me of when i was 6
-princess roleplay
-1979 greek villager roleplay
-my soft blanket, my splendid mug and my toy deer
-critical reading/literature sections on the SATs
-inventing new juices
-skirts
-feeling the new bones in my nose
-tents and forts and lit up spaces enclosed in fabric